Sunday, November 22, 2009

Hope to see you again...


SAD..so deeply sad..that's what i feel when i see you go..

I hear all the sad songs playing over and over again in my mind..

i want to cry but i have to held it inside so that no one know..

when can i see you again?..the answer always unclear..but i really hope to see you..even if it is in a dream...



Tuesday, October 13, 2009

aku terase kecik..

Recently I’ve received a news of my friend successful project in PECIPTA 2009…they won 3 gold award that was totally remarkable. I understand that they have worked hard for it and deserve what they got CONGRATULATIONS!!! How proud they must be to have all the hard work paid off.
I just wish that someday I would feel the same way they had felt. I pray for that day to come. Looking back to the past… I am not proud of the way I did things. But eventually I never give up….and not afraid to start over…that is something that I am approve of what I’m doing. I am an extremely stubborn person. To think that I’ve used my weakness to help me doing things is a really good start to my life. Hoping that my life would be wonderful and everyday to come would make me even stronger. Maybe someday I would be really proud of myself and never will I forget to say “Alhamdulilah”...a simply phrase that give content to heart to show how grateful I am to Allah that give me my past, present and future. Hoping that in the most difficult of time I will not forget Him and at the best of time I will always be grateful to Him.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Tribute to beautiful friendships

Sometimes my mind stop working and stop thinking like it seem the time itself STOP…i could not feel anything or hear anything…it just stop even though i can see the time in front of my eyes are moving...i can only see things keep on moving...but inside of me…. it juz stop like im gone or dead...ermm…maybe it juz something that happen due to the stress or loneliness I’ve been feeling lately… it’s juz one of the process in life where you meet and separate with friends…with love ones...it juz happen...like the old saying said: when you meet someone eventually you will separate with them…but the feeling of being separate, break-up, farewell...leave you with the feeling of sadness n loneliness...it's like tearing hearts in silence...but as life's goes on...let's not seperate in tears...put a smile when you are about to leave…and please stay in touch...even if you have to texted one message a week juz to say hai...it would be wonderful...it gave an ease at heart and warmth at soul..
I will continue my journey in life…learning…growing…and finding new friends with one set in my mind...that friends that have cherished me before…are always my friend and hoping and praying for the best in each of them…coz…someday you’ll find someone that never leave your side and stay in your heart…and…be with you hopefully until the end of your life…if somehow at that time you’ll remember me…share with me your wonderful moment in life…

Friday, July 31, 2009

This a good article

This time i would like to share this long articles which i think is very good..I hope readers can understand it...

Seorang wanita berjilbab rapi tampak sedang bersemangat mengajarkan sesuatu kepada murid-muridnya. Ia duduk menghadap murid-muridnya. Di tangan kirinya ada kapur, di tangan kanannya ada pemadam.Sang guru berkata, "Saya punya permainan... Caranya begini, di tangan kiri saya ada kapur, di tangan kanan ada pemadam. Jika saya angkat kapur ini, maka berserulah "Kapur!", jika saya angkat pemadam ini, maka berserulah "Pemadam!"Murid muridnya pun mengerti dan mengikuti. Sang guru berganti-gantian mengangkat antara kanan dan kiri tangannya, semakin lama semakin cepat.Beberapa saat kemudian sang guru kembali berkata, "Baik sekarang perhatikan. Jika saya angkat kapur, maka berserulah "Pemadam!", jikasaya angkat pemadam, maka katakanlah "Kapur!".Dan diulangkan seperti tadi, tentu saja murid-murid tadi keliru dan kekok, dan sangat sukar untuk mengubahnya. Namun lambat laun, merekasudah biasa dan tidak lagi kekok. Selang beberapa saat, permainan berhenti. Sang guru tersenyum kepada murid-muridnya."

"Anak-anak, begitulah kita ummat Islam. Mulanya yang haq itu haq, yang bathil itu bathil. Kita begitu jelas membedakannya. Namun kemudian, musuh-musuh kita memaksakan kepada kita lewat berbagai cara, untuk menukarkan sesuatu, dari yang haq menjadi bathil, dan sebaliknya.Pertama-tama mungkin akan sukar bagi kita menerima hal tersebut, tapi kerana terus disosialisasikan dengan cara-cara menarik oleh mereka, akhirnya lambat laun kalian terbiasa dengan hal itu. Dan anda mulai dapat mengikutinya. Musuh-musuh kalian tidak pernah berhenti membalik dan menukar nilai dan etika."
"Keluar berduaan, berkasih-kasihan tidak lagi sesuatu yang pelik, zina tidak lagi jadi persoalan, pakaian seksi menjadi hal yang lumrah, sex sebelum nikah menjadi suatu hiburan dan trend, materialistik kini menjadi suatu gaya hidup dan lain lain." "Semuanya sudah terbalik. Dan tanpa disedari, anda sedikit demi sedikit menerimanya. Paham?" tanya Guru kepada murid-muridnya. "Paham cikgu...""

Baik permainan kedua..." begitu Guru melanjutkan. "Cikgu ada Qur'an, cikgu akan letakkannya di tengah karpet. Sekarang anda berdiri di luar karpet. Permainannya adalah, bagaimana caranya mengambil Qur'an yang ada di tengah tanpa memijak karpet?" Murid-muridnya berpikir. Ada yang mencuba alternatif dengan tongkat, dan lain-lain. Akhirnya Sang Guru memberikan jalan keluar, digulungnya karpet, dan ia ambil Qur'an. Ia memenuhi syarat, tidakmemijak karpet."

"Murid-murid, begitulah ummat Islam dan musuh-musuhnya...Musuh-musuh Islam tidak akan memijak-mijak anda dengan terangterang... Kerana tentu anda akan menolaknya mentah mentah. Orang biasapun tak akan rela kalauIslam dihina dihadapan mereka. Tapi mereka akan menggulung anda perlahan-lahan dari pinggir, sehingga anda tidak sedar."
"Jika seseorang ingin membuat rumah yang kuat, maka dibina tapak yang kuat. Begitulah Islam, jika ingin kuat, maka bangunlah aqidah yang kuat.Sebaliknya, jika ingin membongkar rumah, tentu susah kalau tapaknya dulu, tentu saja hiasan-hiasan dinding akan dikeluarkan dulu, kerusi dipindahkan dulu, Almari dibuang dulu satu persatu, baru rumah dihancurkan...Begitulah musuh-musuh Islam menghancurkan kita. Ia tidak akan menghentam terang-terangan, tapi ia akan perlahan-lahan meletihkan anda.Mulai dari perangai anda, cara hidup, pakaian dan lain-lain, sehingga meskipun anda muslim, tapi anda telah meninggalkan ajaran Islam dan mengikuti cara yang mereka... Dan itulah yang mereka inginkan."

"Ini semua adalah fenomena Ghazwul Fikri (perang pemikiran). Dan inilah yang dijalankan oleh musuh musuh kita... "Kenapa mereka tidak berani terang-terang memijak-mijak cikgu?" tanya mereka.

"Sesungguhnya dahulu mereka terang-terang menyerang, misalnya Perang Salib, Perang Tartar, dan lain-lain. Tapi sekarang tidak lagi."

"Begitulah Islam... Kalau diserang perlahan-lahan, mereka tidak akan sedar, akhirnya hancur. Tapi kalau diserang serentak terang-terangan, mereka akan bangkit serentak, baru mereka akan sadar."

"Kalau begitu, kita selesaikan pelajaran kita kali ini, dan mari kita berdoa dahulu sebelum pulang..."

Matahari bersinar terik tatkala anak-anak itu keluar meninggalkan tempat belajar mereka dengan pikiran masing-masing di kepalanya.Banyak iktibar yg boleh kita ambik dr cerita di atas, insya Allah...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Boast


Sometimes when I'm talking..that i really..really want..to avoid myself from boasting about my life..but sometimes it's goes out of control....i mean who will like a person that like to go boasting about one-self?..that just really make me sick..uwek!!!...that person will bored me to death...so be wary not to boast every time you speak..treat others with respect..if you tell others about how good you are..perfect!.. without know human defect...then maybe..just maybe..you can be friend with asimo, i-robot, terminator, cyborg or etc...that just too plain boring man..

sometimes you don't realize when you start to talk about how great you are..you are being injustice..not all the people can be as great as you...u make other people feel bad about herself..you are so damn good and your tone of voice start to change as your boasting go further..and how great you feel at that time without even a glance you look at how that make others feel..

just stay humble...that's how i like it..there's nothing wrong to tell others of your adventure..it was fun to hear all about it..but maybe in a different kind of manner where you are not the hero/heroine all the time..but sometimes why not..tell other about your heroic adventure..where you can gain respect of the others...especially on interview..just for the purpose you can get the job later on...hihihi...