aku terase kecik..

Recently I’ve received a news of my friend successful project in PECIPTA 2009…they won 3 gold award that was totally remarkable. I understand that they have worked hard for it and deserve what they got CONGRATULATIONS!!! How proud they must be to have all the hard work paid off.
I just wish that someday I would feel the same way they had felt. I pray for that day to come. Looking back to the past… I am not proud of the way I did things. But eventually I never give up….and not afraid to start over…that is something that I am approve of what I’m doing. I am an extremely stubborn person. To think that I’ve used my weakness to help me doing things is a really good start to my life. Hoping that my life would be wonderful and everyday to come would make me even stronger. Maybe someday I would be really proud of myself and never will I forget to say “Alhamdulilah”...a simply phrase that give content to heart to show how grateful I am to Allah that give me my past, present and future. Hoping that in the most difficult of time I will not forget Him and at the best of time I will always be grateful to Him.

Tribute to beautiful friendships

Sometimes my mind stop working and stop thinking like it seem the time itself STOP…i could not feel anything or hear anything…it just stop even though i can see the time in front of my eyes are moving...i can only see things keep on moving...but inside of me…. it juz stop like im gone or dead...ermm…maybe it juz something that happen due to the stress or loneliness I’ve been feeling lately… it’s juz one of the process in life where you meet and separate with friends…with love ones...it juz happen...like the old saying said: when you meet someone eventually you will separate with them…but the feeling of being separate, break-up, farewell...leave you with the feeling of sadness n loneliness...it's like tearing hearts in silence...but as life's goes on...let's not seperate in tears...put a smile when you are about to leave…and please stay in touch...even if you have to texted one message a week juz to say hai...it would be wonderful...it gave an ease at heart and warmth at soul..
I will continue my journey in life…learning…growing…and finding new friends with one set in my mind...that friends that have cherished me before…are always my friend and hoping and praying for the best in each of them…coz…someday you’ll find someone that never leave your side and stay in your heart…and…be with you hopefully until the end of your life…if somehow at that time you’ll remember me…share with me your wonderful moment in life…